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the days are bright and filled with pain

Posted by: astrodominie on: September 30, 2009

In memory of an amazing person who didn’t deserve what destiny chose for him.
http://rememberingnikhil.blogspot.com

Beyond all towers strong and high,
Beyond all mountains steep,
Above all shadows rides the sun
And stars for ever dwell:
I will not say the day is done,
Nor bid the stars farewell.
– Tolkien
We try to realise the essential unity of the world
with the conscious soul [...]

make me warm or take me home

Posted by: astrodominie on: May 24, 2009

I’m leaving in less than 5 days and I’m already a bit of a wreck.
I don’t know why all this didn’t occur to me. Moving out was (is) always something I wanted (want) to do. I’m terribly excited about the new apartment, Suv and I are already budgeting and planning and decorating, I’m trying to [...]

in this great future, you can’t forget your past

Posted by: astrodominie on: March 16, 2009

I’ve made so many mistakes in my life and I’m making most of them right now, but I’d rather live with the consequences of my probable idiocy than live without all the things that I had.
In ten years, maybe even two years, I’ll curse my short-sightedness and irrational stubborn tendency to ’see how things go’, [...]

lights go out and i can’t be saved

Posted by: astrodominie on: March 10, 2009

Last post, I was hung up on Oasis nostalgia. Now, it’s that time of year again. I knew it was coming, I didn’t want it to (though I sort of did), but here it is anyway. After nearly 8 months, iTunes swung around to Clocks by Coldplay and now it’s stuck in my head like shrapnel [...]

i knew much more than i do now

Posted by: astrodominie on: December 15, 2008

Sometimes I don’t really know what happens to me.
My mind, which I used to pride on being pratical and clear, seizes onto the smallest fact and works on it until the germ of an idea is built into a sticky mass of anger and resentment. You feel like you can’t take anymore, and can’t take [...]

it’s funny that you’re calling me tonight

Posted by: astrodominie on: November 23, 2008

I’m so fed up of oscillating back and forth in my head but I can’t seem to kick the habit. It’s like I’d have a great day, fun conversations and classes and random little things, but just one small detail would make it all crumble. I don’t know if it’s just recurring bouts of self-pity [...]


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